March 23, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

Ruth gave me your address so while I'm in the mood I'll drop you a couple of lines. I've been told you're building planes out here in sunny Cal.

I'm still taking care of sick folks an most of them are rather dark. You guessed they are colored but as a whole they are pretty nice . I'm working in a ward at the present time so I'm a nursemaid or something.

This base is very nice but Tampa isn't much of a city. There are too many GI's down here to have any fun at any of the dances. It reminds me of those rat races at KSC in Rec Hall.

I'm just fine and I'd enjoy hearing from you and perhaps I'd be able to think of more to say next time.

Sincerely

Milan

April 11, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

Got your most welcome letter Sunday. Gee I don't know where the time goes but it does somehow and I have a lot of letters I should have answered sometime ago.

I never did have any sort of an accident since I have been in the medics but evidently lady luck ran out on me the other day. The 30th of March while using a glass syringe it broke in my hands and severed the extensor tendon in my left thumb. So it will lay me up another week at least. So you are not alone. Ha! Ha! This all happened while I was on duty in the ward.

We have mixed wards in that means the colored fellows are on side and white on the other and some of those negros get pretty black. I have been working in a medical ward and most of those cases are ulcer, high blood pressure, and the like.

First of all I'm back in the USA due to a skin ailment which bothers me in cool and damp climate and where there isn't much sunshine. It isn't anything really serious but it prevents me from carrying on functions expected of him. I'm disqualified for foreign service so it is hardly likely I'll be returned even though I'm perfectly well now for this skin ailment is liable to come back if returned to that sort of climate.

Someone of these days I'd like to show you some of the many pictures I collected in England. I was stationed about forty miles from London. Very close to Cambridge. We went to Cambridge in G.I. transportation of an eve and come back the same way that nite. We could see London guns in action at our airdrome though. I got to see London several times also quite a bit of Scotland on my seven day leave while over there. A lot of damage has been occurred but it isn't as bad as one would expect or what Germany is getting. I'll like the good ole U.S.A. with all its faults any day as it seems like they are so far behind in many things. Then too everything is on such a small scale over there. There is a lot I could tell you in fact when I get started I go on for hours.

I wouldn't give up that trip over there for anything even with all its ups and downs. I can't help but feel I'll always want to get around and see different parts of the U.S.A. if it will be at all possible. Somehow or another you expressed it pretty good about home though that we have something there that these other parts lack. This climate is quite similar to what you have down there.

Well you are one of the few people if you have not changed your liquor and admire you for it. Somehow or another the morals have got to a state where it is simply disgraceful. So I just stay in camp except to attend church on Sunday when I'm off and see the few sites that can be seen around here.

Topeka had changed quite a bit to me but of course I had been gone a lot longer then you have been but it still had this place Tampa beat by a mile. It was rather dull though for all the fellows were gone and hardly anyone I knew except too old or young. I hope to be back up Topeka way in July if everything does okay.

In England I worked in the dispensary as a clerk, and rendered first aid and assisted when ever we got any surgical work in. Sort of Jack of all trades and I also took care of all the records of our Dept. Down here I'm just working or rather was working in a ward and if I go back I'll probably will be in charge as we got a bunch of rookies in the other day but it doesn't make me any difference as long as I get my pay.

Dayton was stationed only about six miles from me and I used to ride over this station on a bike but I wasn't there when Rook got over or I should say I was in the process of being returned to the U.S.A. That's all I know at the moment.

As Ever

Milan

June 22, 1944

Dear Kathleen-

Hang it anyway I certainly would have loved to seen you while I was at home. I did get up to KSC for a day and seen a few of the ole Profs. I got around to see all my relatives around home and a few others but not as many as I hoped.

I went to a couple of dances while I was home but there wasn't any interest there for they were either too young or too old. Perhaps it is also partly due to the fact I just don't want to get serious with any gal while I'm still in the service. It is terrible for these mothers and their babies on these trains. It would be wonderful to have a wife and a family to come home to but gee one can provide a home for them that they deserve. Well all I can say I sure hope and pray they can end this terrible thing in the very near future.

Yes in a way its nice to be here but Kathleen it seems what is to be will be and we can't do much about it. If we don't suffer one way we do another. I sure hope Rook is okay. I don't know anything about his whereabouts. Yes it sure was too bad about Don but yet these gals marry these flying officers every day and the rest of us can't even get a date and I suppose it is just as well. Thanks for all the addresses I may get around to them all one of these days I hope.

Sure great to hear from you once again and very sorry I didn't get around to see you.

Sincerely

Milan

July 4, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

Our feeling certainly are mutual as sure had hoped you and me might get together once again. My furlough started the 1st of June and ended the 20th. So we were home at the same time. I'm sure my furlough would have been a lot more enjoyable had I known you were at home. Perhaps I could have added a little life to things back there at least tried. Kathleen you mean my once-was-gal friend or something. Well that bubble burst shortly after I came back and I'm happy to say it was for the best. I want some one for a wife that I can have faith in, trust and truly love and hope and want her to feel the same way about me for above all things I want a happy home and a small family for that gives one something to live for and work for otherwise life would be rather dull. Yes another thing as I probably will be a farmer I'll want a wife that enjoys country life. Oh! It has its up and downs but at least one is his own boss. Also can raise his own to a large degree. Today more than ever before there will be a need in farm leaders so I can't help but feel that anyone that has any experience along that line should remain there after the war but one must have a partner that feels the same way to make a real success of his adventure if you may call it that. Perhaps I should look forward to the day I'll get out but somehow I feel this war can't last too much longer. "About a year" "My guess."

Well it so happened I didn't get a good coach either way on the train so I was rather upset about my trip. I believe that I will take a bus if there is a next time. The trains are very crowded down this way also.

To be frank about Kathleen I have not even tried to date a girl since I have been down here. In my opinion a couple should really know one another before they even think of getting married or engaged. I just don't believe I could ever really get to know one down here well enough to make sure our marriage would be a success. As you know there is a lot looking for that $50 a month. The money part doesn't worry me at all but I do want to find a partner that will truly love me. This passion love wears off in a big hurry and then and there trouble starts.

Why all of this? Really I'm not quite sure my dear but you spoke the nicest things about me that I thought I might as well find out how I stood with you. I guess you know what I mean don't you?

Well I have rambled around quite a bit so I will close for now but I hope to hear from you real soon again.

Sincerely Yours

Milan

July 15, 1944

My dear Kathleen,

Honestly I don't know how you stand with me for I have not seen you for a very long time. Also you are going with a fellow I believe you think a whole lot of. Now if he does think a lot of you well I'd rather just not even think anything more about the matter.

As I remember you in the day gone by you were the type of girl a fellow would be proud to have as a mate. You rate A-1 with me and hope to find some on like you to share my sorrows and joys. I do not have any one on the string now known as a steady. Kathleen my ole gal friend did not live up to my hopes and dreams so I felt it would be better to part before we married. She didn't share the same views I did. That's why we parted ways. I want a family and the girl I marry must be willing to be a farmer's wife for chances I'll return to the farm.

I certainly agree about what you say about sitting around home. One should never wait on anyone and I can't blame them a bit. That's why I wanted to know whether there was any chance of us becoming more then good friends. I'd rather would have seen you and put it a lot different but since that wasn't in the books at this time I figured this was the next best way.

I like your frankness and it means a lot more when one knows it comes straight from ones heart. I've been given a couple bad twists and when one is sincere or at least I think I do.

Liquor, jealousy and temper certainly don't tend toward happy marriages. Also once a couple gets married I believe the woman's place is in the home. Well if you don't get married by the time I get home next time I get home next time I hope to get better acquainted with you. For I do think you are one swell girl and think a lot of your family. In the mean time I do hope to hear from you from time to time.

I am quite busy down here. I work from 6 AM till 6 PM but I get a day off a week and sometimes a day and a half. I've not tried to get acquainted down here for I didn't know how long I would stay and then too I don't think it is advisable to get intimate with persons distant from home for one can't really get to know them the way he should.

I must close now. So here's wishing you the best of everything. Remember I'm always willing to answer any questions to the best of my ability.

As Ever

Milan

July 25, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

No, doubt you are on your way East by now so I shall endeavor to catch up with you at Oak Park. I certainly enjoyed your latest letter every so much. Somehow or another each one seems more interesting than the previous one. I must say I was a bit surprised receiving it yet this month but gee it was most welcome.

It doesn't seem possible but it has been almost three years since we have seen one another. That is a long time but it sure doesn't seem that long as I sit here writing to you. I certainly agree there is no substitution in regards to finding out whether one really loves a person than to actually being with them. I've lost a few hairs out of my head and grown a bit older but outside of that I don't think I've changed a lot. I still have the same ideals in mind that I always had. I don't want my wife to smoke or drink. I don't expect her to work out for I believe her place is in the home.

Kathleen I don't think you have changed at least you express yourself the way you used to. The world has changed a lot or the people in it since I went away into the Army but one of these days things will come back to normal.

In my opinion travel certainly helps one to understand the different problems people face. A person gets to know people he wouldn't have had the opportunity to know otherwise. Then it is good to get away from home every now and then for one appreciates what he has more when he gets back and also how he can improve other things. Right now travel is very bad in the south and I suppose you won't find it too good in the East. I think folks should get away for at least a week every year. Kathleen as long as others travel I don't see any reason why you shouldn't for one never knows when he maybe able to make it again.

Our feelings are mutual in a lot of things I'm sure. I also would love to see you once again soon for I can't help but feel that perhaps I've found the girl I've been looking for. Well time will tell. I will not get a leave from here till Dec. but there is always a possibility I might be moved closer to home.

I'd like to see a change in Washington this November. If this war should come to a close in Europe we may have a new party in power. I was glad to see Truman take Wallace's place on the Democratic ticket.

Kathleen I shall endeavor to answer a few more questions now. I"m not a member of any church. While I was home this spring I thought very seriously of becoming a member of the Seabrook Congregational Church but figured I'd better wait till I got married since I had waited this long. I think the church has a definite part in helping to provide leadership and helping people to live a more abundant and happier life. Since coming into the Army I've gotten travel in my veins and want to see all these United States. One of these days I want to go up to Yellow Stone National Park, Canadian Rockies, and do some trout fishing. After the war they will have a lot of swell camping outfits. To remember all these things we'd want a camera and a fellow should be able to rent one quite cheap. I love the out of doors. I love to fish, go boating, and swimming. Right now I don't have any hobbies I guess unless it is getting pictures and pieces of pottery from the different places I've been to remember them by. I love to raise flowers and try my hand at landscaping when I'm home and also photography. I enjoy popular and semi classical music but can't carry a tune or play any instrument. I'm the sort of a fellow whom is never satisfied with things and want to improve my surroundings if it is at all possible. In other words I want to keep up with the times.

Kathleen I want a modern farm home but of course that might not be possible the moment I get out of the Army. I want a home though that I can be proud of. A five room house or so with a good basement in it should hit the spot for a big house is hard to keep clean, warm in winter and cool in the summer time. I will want to do just a litter better job of farming than anyone else. I like to take pride in everything I do. Also I like to do things the way that Agi Experimental stations have found to be the most satisfactory for a fellow should profit from other fellows mistakes. A wife can certainly be of great help in making a successful farmer out of a fellow. For if she takes interest in H.H. Farm Bureau and Farm Management fifty percent of the battle is won. For if you have things for sale you have a ready market and also can get what you need. Then to one can pick up ideas from other people. Yes encouragement means a whole lot.

The most important thing is trust and confidence in one another. If a couple can't or don't have full trust in one another their marriage won't last. I don't like people whom change with the wind. When someone makes a promise to me I expect them to live up to it for I try to do the same even thought I may be miles away.

I'm still Ward Master of an officers ward and have two other fellows working with me now so things are going pretty good. I've been getting out and getting a little sunshine lately. Last week I went over to St. Petersburg and went swimming in the ocean. I think I will go again tomorrow or go to Sulfur Springs.

I think I have a fairly good idea how you feel about me. I don't as a rule put a person on the spot like that but since we can't see one another I did the next best thing. Somehow or another I can't help but feel you think quite a lot of me so I wanted to know for sure. I like your frankness and it means a lot because I knew it is genuine. There are very few people like that left. I like to speak my mind just the way I feel. True truth hurts but why beat around the bush. Well best regards. I remain

As Ever

Milan

August 18 1944

Dear Kathleen-

Honestly I don't hardly know where this week has gone to but I do know it has been of the busiest since I came down here. We moved everything from the ward I was in and moved everything out of the ward we moved into. To top it off we had to scrub the ward and wash all the windows. So my letter writing has suffered as a result but I shall endeavor to make up for it this evening.

Certainly glad to hear you had such a nice time traveling. I got a nice letter and card in NY.NY and he has been sight seeing up the Hudson River. Also got a card from Ruth Cochran. She is at a H.H. Camp at Shelby, Mich. Yes, it is wonderful to get away from home and see how some of the other folks live and the surroundings in which they live. One certainly appreciates home a lot more after he is gone awhile.

You know I don't know what to tell you really I don't. I do know I'm not due for a furlough until the first of Dec. Five men have left here and some more will probably go but I don't know if I will be one of them. On the other hand I never feel secure in place for I feel I'm not in disposable. A fellow has to sort of live from day to day and not plan too far ahead. Some of these fellows have been here three years but thats no reason why I will but one never knows. Kathleen I certainly wish we could see one aonther but gee I don't know what to say really I don't.

If you truly love this other fellow please don't let me stand in the way of your happiness. How true you are when you say it is a life proposition. That's why I want to make sure I choose the right mate for I don't want to divorce the gal I decide to call my own.

Well the war news certainly sounds good. Perhaps one of these days real soon we'll be able to return to normal life. Even if one was to get married it wouldn't be quite real but I'm not against it if a couple are truly in love for danger is always at hand. Something can happen to me while here as well when I'm home. It seems like if something is going to happen it will.

I hope you can read this letter. For some reason I have not got very good control over this pen this evening. I must close now and here's hoping to hear from you real soon again. Better still if we could see one another.

Yours truly,

Milan

September 3, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

It certainly was great hearing from you once again. You'll never guess how much that letter raised my morale. I've been nurse maid to a bunch of sick patients and also chief cook and bottle washer for they took both of my ward boys so I had to pitch in and do all the work.

Certainly hope you have recovered from what ever you were afflicted with. Say I'll bet I could cure it right up. Ha! Ha! Well at least try like the dickens to cure it up.

Kathleen I'm going to do my best to get my eleven days leave in Oct or first of Nov as we must get it in before six months are up. So I'll try and get it at least a month early. Of course I'm still working on a transfer out of Florida as this damp climate doesn't agree with me too well. Anyway you look at it I hope to be home in the next sixty days on furlough.

Kathleen, I've often thought about vet and still do but about the only way I'd probably practice it would be as a side line to farming. It has one serious draw back in that one has to leave everything and go take care of someone else's stuff when you should be at home taking care of your farm. Then too unless a fellow has a big enough practice he can't make ends meet. So I sort of believe if one sticks to straight farming he'll be better off. One can raise certified seed as a side line also have purebred dairy stock and make extra money selling seed and purebred stock. I do intend to go back to college to refresher courses or perhaps go back and get a Masters degree if it will not cost me anything but I think there must be some strings to the whole thing. From what Dean Mullen has been writing there is a need for a lot of college graduates and will be after the war and especially in the field of agronomy. Yes, It is something to think about and I intend to make my mind up about before I'm discharged from the Army. Perhaps you'll be able to help me make the decision.

It so happens my brother isn't in either one of the places you mentioned but he is farming at home with my father. He certainly gets it rubbed into him why he isn't in the service but someone has to grow the food we eat.

Well it is this way. The last time I was home I got (19) nineteen days and we are only allowed thirty days a year including travel time. Formally we go thirty days a year plus travel time but that is out now. So I'll get eleven days plus one day of grace unless they change it by the time I get ready to go home. If so I'd get fifteen days plus four days travel time.

I've considered a county agent job and I think it a very good idea if conditions are favorable at the time. From all indications there will be a demand for college graduates after this war whom are trained in the agriculture line. It would be a nice job to help one get on his feet if he could get a good job so I'm going to keep it in mind. As much as I can gather I'll be able to get back one year for a refresher course free of charge but as you say it sounds all most too good to be true.

This evening I got some 616 film for my Kodak camera so perhaps I'll get a better picture of myself but until then I hope the ones I sent you will give you some idea what I look like these days. Say I'd love to have one of you too.

I must close now as it is getting late and it is time for me to go over and get my mid-nite snack. So long for now.

Yours truly,

Milan

September 15, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

Hello. I do hope this finds you in the best of health. I feel first rate but I've lost a few pounds but it isn't anything to worry about.

I got the snap shots back so I thought I'd better pass them on to you before I lost them. They are very poor but what more could one expect. Ha! Well they are supposed to be have me in the background somewhere.

You know I've forgotten whether I answered your last letter or not. Well in case I didn't I do hope you forgive me as I've been on the go here lately. After getting off work of an eve I either go to the movies at the base or the USO Dance at the band shell. We have a change of movies every other nite and some only last one nite. We are located about two miles from the main base so we have to ride a bus down to the base. The bus runs on the quarter hour, quarter till and quarter after. Last eve I seen "Rainbow Island", and a USO show after wards and both were quite good.

Gee this month certainly has gone by fast so far and at the present speed Oct. will be here before I will know it. It doesn't seem possible for it is so warm down here yet. It has cooled off a bit the last few days but it is still is summer weather to me.

They certainly had quite a blow up and won the east coast. I'd certainly hate to see one hit down here for I fear there wouldn't be much left as all this land is just a few feet above sea level anyway.

This week ends the first four grades are having a beach party at one of the Gulf beaches near St. Pete so I guess I'll have to get out and get some salt in my eyes. Perhaps I could sen you a sample eh! From now on is when this part of the country will be a little bit of alright but gee I sure would live here in the summer time.

As Ever

Milan

September 20 1944

Dear Milan,

Now, I have an idea what you look like outside of the year book (KS) It is rather hard to remember sometimes- Maybe you would like a general idea what I look like, it was taken this spring I couldn't find anything else. It must be beautiful in Florida by the pictures. I guess I have a hankering for tropical climate- however it has been very pleasant here except the wind that I'm not fond of. I am almost tempted to go back to Calif. If I knew whether the defense work would be closing up and letting off their help. I can't get enthused about the idea of living at home. Maybe I am spoiled with good pay in Calif and nothing here, its just half. Sometimes I think I was foolish to let it go by when good pay won't always be. One can always use it for a rainy day, which is most apt to be when all the boys come home.

Let's see did I mention Topeka is going to have a new Rubber Plant it is just starting- building it is located 1 mile north here just west of the BIS on the north side of the road. Did I tell you I'm working at the depot- it is typing all day a little tiresome sitting- only thing good about it is I'll get my typing speed increased after not touching one for a year, which might lead to some thing better in pay. None of my old girl friends are here in Topeka- so it also seems rather dull.

It sounds as though there is quite a bit of recreation around your base. Have you seen the show "Going My Way". It is very good.

I seem to have no news just as my stationary shows. I got this for my birthday last week. Incidentally Milan, when is your birthday and how old are you? I guess that is rather personal, but just wondered.

Yes, the month of Sept has surely gone quickly. My Aunt from Chicago is coming this week-end which will add a bit of spice.

Thank you for the pictures. Milan, I remain As ever

Kathleen

PS. Milan, Do you know the two biggest wolves? Chase and Sandborn, they date each bag. ha!

September 27, 1944

Dear Milan,

So you think I'm a little slow in answering some times. I've been thinking the same, but realize Uncle Sam is keeping you busy and with C.2 along with it means a 24 hour longer after a regular days work doesn't it. About how many fellows are in the barracks that you are C2 of? Are they patients? Incidentally do you ever listen to Dr I2 on Monday evening? A couple of weeks ago he was here in Topeka on a Sunday. He was out at Winters Gen. Hospital for the patients only. We slipped in and listened a lot of fun even though he wouldn't let us try answering.

My aunt from Chicago that I stopped to see is here this week and Theo's baby- Alan- is out this evening. Ardis, his wife has gone to KC. Alan is so cute we enjoy him so much.

That is wonderful your Father has help, it is just as important to remain on the farm. I know many of the boys in the service haven't really any thing much to do.

Do you plan to return to your folks farm after the war? Or do you plan to get your start maybe by working on a rental place, or county agent work. What I am meaning how do you plan to get your start to having a farm of your own. It takes capital. I surely hope and pray they will allow free tuition for further education both Ray and Theo are planning to return, that is what their wives are planning on. There are several ways to make ends meet while going to school- like getting a big house and rent rooms and maybe board, it would take care of room, board and some more. Of course I presume a thousand others have the same idea. I can always keep furnishing ideas if the fellows has the ambition and has some general idea in mind for goals to work toward.

Incidentally, Milan, I would appreciate greatly if you would let me know when even you found out when your furlough comes up however I realize you won't know until nearer the time, but I would like to know what to plan on since Geo comes up on week-ends I'd rather not have any mix-ups until I figure out my mind.

Here is a bit of news you may enjoy that I received along with your letter today. Grace and Clarence have a 7 3/4 lb baby girl Marie Agnes born Sept. 22, she surely surprised me and everyone else.

It sounds as though your camera takes the same size as mine, does yours take 16 pictures? I did enjoy those pictures Milan.

Wouldn't it be wonderful to be transferred to 2nd Air Force however it sounds as though it will be by luck only. By for now.

Yours truly

Kathleen

September 22, 1944

8:45 pm

Dear Kathleen,

Once again I'm "Charge of Quarters" so I'm taking care of the phone in First Sgt's office. Things have not been too bad so far this eve. so I hope they stay that way. In a little bit I'll have to put out the lights in the barracks and then tomorrow at 6:15 AM I'll have to hold revielle. Also tomorrow I'll have to count the number of persons eating in the mess hall and that is about all I have to do when I'm on C.2.

Gee! I certainly got a kick out of your stationary. Honestly it is the cutest I've seen for a long long time. It is always a pleasure to hear from you even if you are slow at times. Well I'm rather slow too for as I've said before I'm short handed in my ward and I'm averaging a new assistant every week. So I understand what a working girl is up against. Certainly glad to hear you did get a job at the Depot.

Kathleen my folks live three miles west of Pauline. When those big planes take off on the East and West runway they come right over our house.

It certainly has been quite a while since I've been to the fair. The last time I attended the fair was in Sept. 1941 if my memory is correct. Even back in those days they had a lot of places which certainly took one to a cleaning. My cousin wrote me a while back and said she was taking some things down to the fair.

The way things stand now the only way one can get out of Florida is for the First Air Force Hq to decide and send one somewhere where they need men worse then they do down here. One can no longer ask for a transfer to some other part of the U.S. although the Commanding officer can put one on a shipping list to your part of the country if a shipping order comes in for your section asking for men with that rating and qualifications. So if all boils down one never knows where he will be tomorrow. I was supposed to get a preference when I was at Miami Beach but they put me in the 2rd AAF and I hoped to get into the 2nd Air Force which includes Topeka. So now I suppose I'm stuck here. It could be a lot worse I assure you.

It is still hot and sultry down here. It showered enough to make it very uncomfortable this evening. So I'd sort of appreciate some cool weather.

Gee the war news certainly has been encouraging so perhaps it won't be too long before we can back to civilian life once again. Then we can build and plan for our future.

Perhaps I better close for now as there doesn't seem to be much news. I might add I shot a few snap shots which should be back next week. If they turn out okay I'll send you some of them. I remain:

As Ever

Milan

September 25, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

No sooner said then done. Say you certainly read my mind about wanting to know what you look like. Now I'll let you in on a secret or something. Strange as it may seem you are still your own sweet self as I had pictured in my mind. Thanks ever so much for the picture and I shall have the boys take a close up of me one of these afternoons so you'll have a better idea as to what I look like.

Parts of Florida are very nice and then there are spots where no human being can live at all. From now on it will be or should be quite nice. Perhaps I may be able to get you interested in coming down and spending a little time down here later on this winter I hope! ha! So I do hope you stay around Kansas a little while longer at least. I can see your point about wages but they are not everything always but naturally the money may come in handy if one can make the proper use of it such providing comforts in ones home. Speaking of home thats what I miss most one gets mighty lonesome at times and I don't mean perhaps. I'd like to have someone to share my joys and sorrows.

Yes I believe you told me about the rubber plant. Say that should help to put Topeka on the map.

There is something going on every evening at the vase but in order to get some letters written now and then I can't take it all in. Yesterday I went over to the Beach at St. Pete and then in the eve I went to see "Greenwich Village." It was a pretty good musical. "Going My Way" was here quite awhile back and I missed it so I'll have to see it in one of the show houses in town as they say it is very good. Then too we can take a motor boat out in the bay and do a bit of fishing any time we wish and from what I hear from now on it should be real good from the stand point of catching a few.

Well I'm twenty-six at the present time. I was born Jan 2, 1918 at seven oclock at least that is what my Mother told me. If I'm not wrong your a couple years younger then I am. No? My I wish you ever so many more happy birthdays but I still don't know the exact day. Perhaps you will tell me since I told you.

I wish I knew some clever story to tell you but I must admit I just have not heard any so I guess I flunk but maybe I'll run across some of these days.

I must close now as it is getting rather late and as usual I must get up at six and go and feed those officers.

Sincerely Yours

Milan

September 29, 1944

Dear Milan,

I was surely surprised to find myself lucky enough to hear from you again so soon however I'm going to answer prompt just to show you I can, or is it I enjoy hearing from you? ha! Well thats one way to get letters is to answer them. Had I not been so slow last June maybe you would have known I was home at the same time you were here. So you think you might interest me in coming to Florida for a while, well that's an idea- at present I've a general idea what all parts of the country are like except the south; however it shall depend on just how we strike one another when that certain time comes.

Oh yes I get a letter from my girl friend from Calif. that I lived with in L.A. she has decided to take her vacation in Topeka. She will be here next Friday, am I ever tickled (she seems as near a sister as I've ever had) she is a peach however she is several years younger. She, Velma is trying to make up her mind whether to come back here or go back. She is trying to get me to go back with her. It is getting so cold here and after spending last winter in Calif. I can't seem to get warmed up. Our warehouse is so cold in the office. I sit there typing with a wool dress and winter coat in Sept. and my fingers are so cold its hard to strike the keys. I'll get used to it, I hope.

Yesterday they were doing some arc welding high up on a pully. I was itching to dash out and ask them about a job for myself. I was kept so busy I couldn't do it I called post Engn. and they just laughed and said we don't hire women. heck! But that would be one way to keep warm.

Incidentally it seems I am oldest by (4) four months, my birthday is Sept. 13, 1917 I didn't finish high school until I was 20 due to all the children's disease and ear trouble (mastoid) which I've long outgrown result: I got a bad start being out so much then having to take it over and being out the same time again. Otherwise I finish school later then the average.

You spoke of going to the beach you mean its warm enough to go swimming? That's wonderful. Can one go swimming all winter? That isn't true about Calif.

"Going My Way" was surely a excellent picture. How far is your camp McDill Field from Tampa?

I must draw this to a close for its past bed time. By for now.

Yours truly

Kathleen

October 1, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

Sure was wonderful hearing from you today. Gee! I certainly wish you could have enjoyed the beautiful full moon we had down here last eve. It may just be my imagination but I believe they do have lot nicer moon lite nights down here and also some glorious sunsets.

As you perhaps know yesterday was pay day so today I'm a few dollars richer or something say the least. I take out a ($25) twenty-five dollar war bond a month and also put some money in the bank down here at the field. I feel that some one of these days it may come in mighty handy. While I was oversea I was taking out a $50 war bond each month but since I no longer get that 20% extra in pay I had to cut it down.

Yes C.2. means an extra 24 hours duty but it isn't very bad down here. Whenever you are on it you're in charge or responsible for the whole medical Detachment till the First Sgt and C.O. officer return the following day. Here lately we also have to count the number of persons eating mess the following day after being on C.2. Ordinarily C.2. refers to the barracks but here in the Hospital the C.2. is responsible for the Detachment and the patients indirectly. They have a night ward N.C.O. whom takes care of the wards. At the present time we have about five barracks and about three hundred men in detachment.

My Mother sent me a clipping, "Letter from Home to Boys in the Service, " and it also spoke about Dr. I 2 being in Topeka. I've heard the program but not recently as I very seldom ever listen to any certain radio program. It is strange what a year away from the U.S.A. will do for I used quite regularly. Oh! still listen to hit parade if I'm near a radio but very few of the fellows have one.

Kathleen I really don't know how to quite answer your question. I'll try though. What will I do after I get out? A number of things influence that naturally. I do intend to return to the farm or operate one. My folks are in the position to help me get started on a farm I amy chose or I can return and farm the home place for it has been promised to me. They have another farm on which they can live if I chose to come and live on the home place but that is to be divided and I'd have to buy the share that would belong to the other brothers. I would like to go back to college for a refresher course if I get out in the fall of the year. From what I understand everything will be paid including board and room and married couples are given an additional allowance.

I certainly agree with you that if one has any ambition and a general idea in mind for a goal that additional ideas are helpful and very constructive. I can't help but feel at the present time if conditions are at all favorable returning to the farm would be the best bet. One can be successful there are anywhere else. For one thing you have more home life and the Lord only knows thats what I want for I've been out in the world enough. Naturally if some good opportunity should show that would show more promise then farming one can always get someone to do the farming for you. I like telling people how to do things anyway so perhaps it would work, "Eh". I do hope I've given you some sort of an idea how things stand. Please don't be scared to ask me for things that seem clear as mud to me may be ever so has to you.

I fear I may disappoint you but I'm too for I had hoped to get home in November. I have to write six months from the day I started on my last furlough before I can get another one. I believe I started the second of June so I'll be able to start Dec. 2. One good thing about the new ruling is that I get travel time and that means I'll have more time in which to see you and talk to you. I understand what you mean by mix-ups and I assure you I'll do everything in my power to cooperate with you. We have to apply for a certain date a month ahead of time so if you have any ideas when you would like to have me home in Dec. please speak up. But my dear I hope to win you over to my side.

Say I'll bet Theo's baby is cute and say Grace and Clarence have something to be proud of too. I'm saving up coupons to get one those. Ha!

Those pictures I sent you Kathleen were taken with a 620 Brownie which I sold not so long ago because I also have a 616 camera which will take either 8 or 16 exposures. It has a 4.4 lens, shutter speed 1/100, and adjustable for distance. I'm so glad you enjoyed those last pictures and I hope you get some taken with this camera this week.

Yes. It would be wonderful to be in the 2nd Air Force and be closer home but I have an idea it will be rather nice down here this winter.

I've been out boating the past week and also did a little fishing without any success. I also got my watch back from the factory and it keeps perfect time so I hope it keeps up the good work. Went to see the movie "Since You Went Away" at the base and thought it very good. So long for now-

Sincerely Yours

Milan

October 5, 1944

Dear Milan,

Another nice chat with you today. Milan I surely enjoy reading and re-reading them all. No doubt I'm disappointed about the furlough situation, but somehow I wondered how you could make it home less then 6 months. By the way the army does things it may be changed a couple of times (I'm hoping). As to when I'd like to have you, just as soon as you can make it- is my answer- however for you and your family it would be nice around Christmas wouldn't it or does Christmas mean a lot in your family? It used to us, but every one is gone now it seems (Brothers).

So you think there is a nice moon down there, maybe its what is down there that is nice ha! I best it is lovely I love being near water and tropical places. The question that runs through my mind as I understand Tampa is on the coast- how about it isn't there some shipyards near there? I guess I've become spoiled with the good pay to come down to just half the wage I was getting and truly I work harder now then I did at welding. I guess if I continue my present work I've been doing the past 2 days I guess I'll be getting my walking papers. I don't really care the girl I work under rubs me the wrong way and is driving me, it seems- then my mind gets to wandering. Geo is sensing something I can't seem to figure just what I want to do. I never dreamed it would even need bother me. I've always tried to let my head rule my heart. Better judgment other words. So you say- "you hope to win me over to your side" how do you know you want me? You know a person can change a lot in 3 years what would have satisfied me then won't now. I think that stands with a lot- we all grow in mind and ideas don't you think. I've gained a lot being on my own on the west coast. I loved it, here I'm too much influenced by my folks and don't stand on my own two feet. I don't know whether others are like that or not. I love independence.

Milan tell me just what struck your fancy for me at this time? That is very frank I know I thought I was satisfied- now I just can't be until I see you. Geo can't understand how I could be in doubt after knowing him two years. I am though. Maybe I don't know what true love is.

I know this is pretty dumb to be asking you, but I'm trying to figure out a solution. I hate to string along anyone I don't intend to love always because I'd hate to have it done to me. I have always tried to live up to "do unto others as you wish them to do unto you".

Milan you spoke about brothers- do you have more then "Roody". I've never heard of any more just wondered. Maybe you also have a sister huh! I know I ask rather personal questions just wondered though. It is hard to know just what one will do after the war several things can influence one. That was cute about "saving up coupons to get one of those" ha! ha!

It sounds as though you have a very nice camera, Milan mine is just a cheap one.

About being in the 2nd AF one never could tell they might be sent to a God forsaken place such as Texas or other, I guess it would be worse then Fla. It sounds pretty nice down there. I'm hoping you remain down there if things work out favorable I'd love to see the place, especially if they have some better paying jobs then I'm doing. We all know it won't be after the war.

My girl friend I lived with in L.A. comes tomorrow evening I can't wait to see her.

So you say you enjoy telling others what to do. In a way I hate to take orders especially when I can't do things my own way. Am referring to what job I've got I really have 4 bosses that give me work to do each thinking theirs is more important.

Oh yes Milan Bob Hope was here in Topeka the 1st of the week. He was at the depot for the workers. I had a time seeing him, but I heard O.k. Incidentally he predicted that Eisenhower would be our president in the near future (4 years) I don't listen to any program regular however I've managed to get a small radio lately for my room. It is a pretty good one. I have my name in for a portable sewing machine when they begin releasing them. I want to invest in one I couldn't get a long without a machine of some kind. I'd planned to go to night school and paint some wood plates, etc but they don't offer it. I'd also planned to take woodworks and make a shelf over my bed, but decided not since that would only be one thing. I met the oldest Whitman boy there at the class. He is farming. So I am spending the evening still making over my clothes it seems an endless job. Do you remember Willis Betts, Anna's brother? He was killed near N.J. says the paper.

Pleasant dreams

Yours,

Kathleen.

October 8, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

The feeling is mutual I'm sure for I certainly was thrilled to hear from you so soon but it certainly was swell of you to be so prompt. I certainly hope you do enjoy hearing from me for I surely look forward toward receiving a letter from you ever so much.

Say you have something there about how we'll strike one another but in my mind there doesn't seem to be much doubt. I had hoped I might be home sooner than Dec. but the way time has been rolling by that will be here before you know it. I'm certainly hoping for the best as I can't help but feel that this is it.

I've got all the windows open in the ward and have my white coat off and still I'm warm. The fan is also running so you see it is quite warm. It has been cool at night the past week though so fall must be arriving slow but sure. Sure sounds like it is cold where you are working.

Say I cant sure see your point on that welding deal.

I certainly never would have guessed that you were older then I am but that isn't very much. since you explained it I can understand why I thought otherwise. It seems like the older one is when he gets out of school the more good he got out of his education.

It looks as if I just take a lot of things for granted. It certainly is warm enough to go swimming out in the Gulf of Mexico. I do not know how long that will be but it never gets very cold here. Down at Miami Beach they go swimming in January but that is further South of course. I think you can here too but I wouldn't say for sure.

Mac Dill is about ten miles from the downtown center of Tampa but there are subdivision almost out to the field. St. Pet. is about sixteen miles west of us and a lot closer if one want to take a boat or as the crow flies.

Tomorrow is my Mother's birthday and I forgot all about it until a little bit ago, so perhaps I better go down to the main PX tonight and pick up a birthday card for her.

The ward census went up from three on Thursday till I had fifteen this AM. So I've really been on the hop but of course that isn't the first time nor the last. I should make someone a good husband with all the KP, scrubbing, mopping and beds I make each day. Ha! I must say goodbye for now as I must drop Mother a line and also a couple fellows in England.

Yours truly,

Milan

October 13, 1944

Dear Milan,

Was I ever surprised to hear from you as near together. I didn't get the one yesterday answered- will write next week to answer one so two won't be coming together.- Another today does it ever make me feel happy. I love to hear from you, Milan.

That sounds wonderful- you say you plan to spend a lot of time- you know under civil service, we are given annual leave I'll have about 6 days by 12 of Dec. Maybe I can take off some while you are here.

I have a new job which makes me very happy, one day this week luck was with me- the girl I ride with, who is a Dept. head of the voucher of another warehouse Engines (02A) asked if I wanted to come over and work for her- she is CAF4 I'm 1, everyone starts at the bottom. I felt this was my break, I managed the transfer and it went through- now my day is interesting while before it was dull. I file type, seen the mimograph on a lot of different forms and things.

Alice is going on a vacation in Nov. to see her husband and be gone 2 or 3 weeks. I'll take over all together Engines are much more interesting then steel and this warehouse is much warmer too..

The weather has been very lovely lately. I managed to buy a raincoat this week- now I want it to rain so I can try it out. You know it's only 7 more weeks.

Do you remember a Hubbard boy that went to R.Y. he works in our warehouse.

I understand perfectly where you stand I am glad you feel living alone is best- not all do though. I've talked with so many that say one house is near large enough for two families.

I don't blame your Mother feeling that she wants to adopt the girls you boys marry; for every parents wants the feeling of gaining a child rather then loosing one- don't you think. Mine do, I know and are very concerned about who I marry, it helps a lot if the parent approves, it's less friction. The folks were quite impressed with you the time they met you and your parent at the farm Bureau meeting about a year ago, I think.

It truly sounds as though you have been terrible busy yes I do believe you will make a good husband with all the experiences. One of the girls here have a map of England and London that her husband sent her. It is truly interesting I am counting on hearing all about your trip over there and seeing the pictures you have.

We have been having a hard time getting things ready to send over sea for Theo, its hard to know what to send.

I must get to work- will write again next week to make up for the two letters I've received together. I'm always looking for them.

Truly yours

Kathleen

October 9, 1944

Dear Kathleen,

A lot of things happened today. The Cards won the World Series if you follow baseball, the census in my ward reached nineteen, my mother had a birthday today, and best of all I got a very nice long letter from you. So here I am for another chat with you also. Since I can't see or talk to you in person this will have to make up for it some how but it is a very poor substitute.

Well for some reason or another the commanding officer received orders or didn't interpret them right and he said we had to get our furlough before our six months were up and now he got this order that it would be six months from the time we left on our last one and that we could again have travel time which is also nice. I don't think I'll wait for Xmas as then they would limit the number of days I could have and also Xmas doesn't really mean much at this time. School programs are always about one week before so it doesn't make a lot of difference so I think I'll have it start the second and as a result I maybe be able to run into some nice weather. I'm also looking forward to seeing you ever so much and the time can't roll around too soon.

Yes Tampa is on the coast so to speak it is located on the Tampa bay. They were building concrete ships here but they are turning over to steel ships now. Wages are pretty good down here from what I've read in the paper but perhaps not quite as high as on the Pacific coast.

Well Kathleen I'm going to do my level best to tell you in my feeble way why I'm interested in you. For one thing I'm looking for a companion whom I know will stand by me through thick and thin. As far as I know through the many years I associated with you I always had the highest regard for you and the rest of your family. I want a girl whom is interested in agriculture and has been associated with it and will help me work toward our success and happiness. Happiness is something I want above anything else. Yes, I know one can change for I have grown up in a lot of respects myself and change my mind on a lot of things. I like your sincere way of expressing yourself. I think it is essential that one have the confidence of his mate if they intend to live a happy life. You're not alone for I also like to be alone and don't want to be bossed by parents. I have ideas and I like to put them in force and try them out. I don't mind cooperating but I don't like people to try and take advantage of me. My dear there isn't just one thing that struck my fancy. More then anything I felt you thought a lot of me and the girl I marry I want her to truly like me and my family like I do her and her family. Love takes in a lot of things in my way of thinking and in order for it to last one must have a lot in common. I can't help but feel you are very honest and that's why I think a lot of you.

I don't think it is dumb of you to ask me these questions and personally I wouldn't rush if there is any question in your mind. I'll let you in on a secret there are a lot of people that don't feel about things like you do. So I would not feel too bad about it for after all there isn't any sense of rushing into something you are not sure of. In reality a fellow should be might proud to be able to go around with a gal like you. Oh! Well it seems like I've sort of got off the track.

I have two brothers Rudy whom is helping at home as I've told you before and Richard who is still going to grade school and is nine years of age. I would have had a sister if she had not died at a very early age. My Mother certainly always has wanted one but to no avail and perhaps that's why she is worried about the kind of girl we choose for our wife for she sort of wants to adopt her.

Here's hoping everything does work out favorable. It is quite nice at this time of the year but it will be rather hard to find a place to stay when the tourists start coming in but there are always some fellows leaving and one can get their apartments.

Gee!! This has been a very busy day for me. I now have nineteen patients and we fed fifteen on the ward tonight so we had a lot of KP to do. I only have six empty beds believe it or not. I really must close now as I'm quite tired after a twelve hour day. I shall try and answer this letter in more detail next time if I have not made myself plain. Now I must wish you- Pleasant dreams.

Yours truly

Milan

October 19, 1944

Dear Milan,

This is in answer to one of the two letters I received last week, though I'd rather get one every week rather then two one week and none the next. How about you? huh?

Maryln King, one of our neighbors that used to go to Rural Youth is getting married the 28 Oct. She has ask me to help serve and also Ruth Cochran is another one.

Last evening I went out to the Winter Gen. Hospital with the business girls to play cards with the patients. I really felt I was doing something for the war effort, the injured boys seemed very happy to have us girls, many I guess are getting discharged. One of the fellows at my table had gotten his that day, his home was K.C. He was so happy he would be a free man Sat. night and spend it with his girlfriend who he called to tell her. He had an eye gone.

I like my new job better each day the one I transferred to last week: the girls I work with seem much nicer then I was working with.

Incidentally Milan if you can get a hold of the Look magazines issue Oct. 31, I think. There is an article next to the last page concerning the subject we have been discussing the past several months. I think you will enjoy it. I did. There is also a review of the show "Impatient Years" that is a good show, too.

I'm listening to Major Bowe program while writing this. Do you enjoy that program?
Do you remember Dorothy Blush she has just gone into the ____ Corps now 2nd Lt. last Sunday to be exact. I'd ask her to spend an evening with me, but didn't get a chance.

Tampa sounds an interesting place I've written C of C and gotten a map of the city. They also sent me addresses of government jobs and said housing conditions are critical. Incidentally just where is your camp located is it straight south of Tampa proper? You spoke of being 18 miles from St. Pet. Oh heck that's a mess, but it (Tampa) looks as though it would take a boat or bridge to get to St. Pet. from the south east of Tampa.

The war industries they told me about were near the McKay bay and Hillsborough bay on the Hookers Point- it must be an industry section of town, isn't it? I love to look at maps and find places; that is the way I got around on the west coast. Thy tell about a rattlesnake farm that struck me funny located at Gandy Bridge Blvd. and west Shane drive (canned rattlesnake meat) have you tried it ha! ha! There sounds like a lot of interesting places to see in Tampa.

Milan, I have a good idea and a general understanding your feeling I am very glad you find living with parents don't work so good. I'm not so much for that.

Well it's just about 6 more weeks until that certain furlough. We got a letter from Theo the 1st for a couple of months. He is in good health; they are building ships there. I'll try to do better next time with this one sided conversation. Pleasant dreams

Truly yours

Kathleen